Qingyu Mengyin’s perspective.
Down in the hushed seabed, sunlight never pierces the water lid; there’s no sun-on-your-backside down here unless you rise to the surface.
Because someone loathes the dark, sea-crystal lamps stud the house like scattered stars; even at night, the rooms glow like noon.
“Mm... Mom, I can’t eat any more—stop feeding me squid... ah!” I jolt upright, gulping air like a fish beached on sand.
“Hah... whew... so it was a dream,” I say, relief ebbing like a receding tide.
“Right—Mom’s been gone for a long time,” I smile, brittle as a cracked shell.
Huh? Something is wrapped around me, warm as a vine twining a trunk.
“This little one.” Her limbs cling like an octopus; I laugh and pinch those dewy cheeks like tender petals.
It’s probably still early, but I should get up and make breakfast for little Shengsheng, like a kettle rising with the morning mist.
She’s still asleep, though; stealing a minute of laziness feels like a cat curling in a sunbeam.
I’m so sleepy, like sinking into a gentle current that cradles you.
In the haze, my head sinks back into the quilt, drifting like a jellyfish in moonlight.
No—keep the image of a diligent mom, reins tight as a rider; good moms don’t slack.
I steel myself and try to rise, like lifting anchor from soft sand.
Clothes... whatever, it’s home; in this nest like a warm cave, pajamas will do—bra or not, but...
The little koala on my waist squeezes tight as braided seaweed; I can’t even slip a shirt on.
“Silly Shengsheng... let go,” my cheeks heat like ripe peaches as I peel her hand, careful as lifting kelp from coral.
“Don’t... Mom, don’t go...” That milk-sweet, trembling voice shatters my heart’s armor like brittle ice.
Uwah!
HP - infinity.
“Be good, Shengsheng~ Mom’s going to make breakfast; wait a bit,” I whisper like bubbles rising—oh, she didn’t wake. Was that just reflex?
I can’t help it; I poke her right cheek, soft as a marshmallow under my fingertip.
I probably look like a creep grinning at candy; I’ve never been able to resist Shengsheng, drawn like a moth to a lamp.
But now we’re mother and daughter; that line is drawn in the sand by the tide, and it can’t be crossed.
No more clinging to the pillow like dew; up we go!
Mm... this hug is tight as rope; why is little Shengsheng so strong? I can’t break free, like a fish in a net.
Huh?!
She’s just on her side, arms barely reaching my waist, cheek pressed to my left hip like a warm seal.
Yet her grip is tidal, strange and strong, like the pull of the moon.
“Mom...” Maybe my struggling splashed too loud; her eyes open like dawn over water.
“Eh?? I’m here!” I answer, voice bright as a bell in the quiet.
“Mom, where were you going? Why push me away?” Her words drift like a small cloud, shadowing my chest.
“Little Shengsheng, Mommy has to make breakfast, or we’ll go hungry,” I say, trying for gentle warmth, but her adorable face is inches away, and my composure melts like ice under sun.
“Mom...? Your face is so red,” she blinks, curious as a sparrow.
“I’m fine, I’m fine! Can you let go for now? Mom needs to cook,” I plead, steam rising like a kettle.
It’s embarrassing to say, but with you clinging this tight, I really can’t wriggle free, like a net knotted around me.
“Oh...” She lets go, reluctance like a leaf dragging in slow water; in under a heartbeat, those small hands loop my waist again like lianas.
“If I cling to Mom, Mom can still make breakfast, right?” She blinks, eyes clear as spring water.
“But...” The word hangs sharp, like a knife resting on a board.
“It can, right? Mama~” Her tone ripples like a playful wave.
“Mm...” Happiness bursts; tears fall warm as summer rain along my cheeks.
“But, little Shengsheng, can you shift your position a bit? Like this...” I guide her, voice soft as silk.
“Mm.” She agrees, a nod small as a seed.
Changing position just means piggybacking her, her calves hooked around me like a monkey on a branch.
That works; my hands stay free like wind in a clean kitchen.
“By the way, Mom... why did you face away and shake the bed last night? And make those weird sounds...” Her question trembles like a boat in a shiver.
“Ah—ah—forget that, forget it!” I bury it like tossing a blanket cloud over the moon.
“M–Mom, don’t shake... I’m dizzy...” she murmurs, a boat wobbling on gentle swell.
“Sorry... You okay, Shengsheng? I got a bit worked up. Last night Mom wasn’t doing anything—my body felt off, needed to vent a little, like steam escaping a valve.”
“Oh...” She nods, half-understanding, like a bird pecking at rice.
“Hey, little Shengsheng, want to learn how to make breakfast?” I ask, sparks in the kitchen like fireflies.
“Like this slice of toast,” I lift it, golden as a sun tile.
“No bread. Bread’s not tasty...” She frowns, a storm cloud gathering on her brow.
“Eh? How can that be...” My protest scatters like crumbs in snowfall.
I’ve got bread tricks kneaded into memory, yet she rejects it; my heart deflates like dough in cold air.
“What about something else? Like that pickled greens fish I made last time—do you want to learn that, with a bright, tangy broth?”
She thinks, then nods. “Want. Pickled greens fish—tasty,” her eyes glitter like stars.
“Mm-hm~” Of course—it was my handiwork, pride puffed like a chef’s plume.
It’s still a step behind what Shengsheng used to make, but the flavor hooks the tongue like a well-cast net.
Thinking back, my greedy palate made tiny Shengsheng cook meals; shame sits in me like ash in a quiet hearth.
This time, the apron’s mine; I’ll cook for her, banner of resolve fluttering like a small flag.
“All right—breakfast is ready, fragrant and warm,” I call, aroma curling like a ribbon in the air.
“See—mixed fruit jam with sweet biscuits; just one look makes the appetite bloom like a sunset spread.”
The bread already flew into the trash, tossed like a gull’s drop.
“Shengsheng loves whatever Mom makes, mm...” she hums, cuddly as a kitten.
“Ehehe~” I grin, sparks dancing like mica in light.
“It’s just... the color of these cookies is strange; it always makes me think of bad things,” her face dims, a shadow sliding over water.
“Yeah... the colors aren’t pretty, but these cookies are nourishing; you’re still little, so eat more,” I say, warmth like sunlight patting her hair.
I tip most of the cookies onto her small plate, a clatter like petals falling.
She nibbles, crunch, and looks up with eyes bright as glass. “Mom isn’t eating?”
“Mom’s big enough—doesn’t need that many,” I smile, dipping a couple into jam glowing like sunrise.
Mm... still that familiar taste, homely as a shoreline you know by heart.
Looks like my craft stayed true over the years, steady as a compass in a sailor’s hand.
Good thing I maxed my cooking skill back then, like points glittering on a stat screen—whew.
“But... Mom doesn’t look tall either...” she mutters, measuring me like a sapling eyeing a tree.
“You little imp, blurting brutal truths!” I scowl like a storm and pinch her cheeks, soft as dough.
“Even if I’m short, I’m taller than you,” I huff, standing like a hill over a pebble.
“When I grow up, I’ll be taller than Mom! Hmph,” she declares, sprouting like bamboo shoots after rain.
“That’s true,” I laugh, easy as spring stretching its limbs.
We finish breakfast; I tidy the table, dishes chiming like shells, and Shengsheng loops herself back around my neck like a gentle vine.