The silent night passed, yet no dawn rose; day blinked and sank, and darkness slid back like a returning tide.
The clearing lay still; even the wind held its breath like a skulking cat. It was a false calm, a skin of quiet over stirred water.
Soon, ragged footsteps drummed from every side like hail on tin. Voices burst out of mouths like smoke from cracked chimneys.
“Damn it, where’d she go? Find her!”
“Cursed outsider! When we catch her, we’ll chop her up!”
In a corridor full of curses, stray lights flared like knives. The girl at the center of it, Yun Shi, hid in the dark like a shadow under a stone.
She peeked out, then snapped back like a turtle. A beam of light speared the spot where her head had been, sharp as winter sun on ice.
She read the noise like a map and slipped toward thinner sound, chasing a thread of wind like a path to daylight.
This wasn’t the Outer World she longed for; the sky here was a lid. It was still the Underworld, not even Quadra Eye Family turf, a thicket of unseen snares.
She had stepped into another pack’s den and became an intruder by breath alone, a lone deer on wolves’ snow.
She moved through knots of people like water through reeds. She dodged beams as if they were nets, wearing the night like a cloak.
Why had it come to this? The ache rose first like bitter tea. Then the thought: many things weren’t hers to choose.
She stopped. She stared at a moonless black, a sky like ink. Sourness climbed her throat like smoke. She looked around. Only her, a lone reed in a dark marsh.
“This is fine… alone, there’s nothing to worry about,” she whispered, a thin leaf talking to the wind.
It was a lie she wrapped around herself like a thin blanket. Not long ago she’d lost what mattered. Now there was nothing left to guard but breath.
…
“How’s the search?”
Shino of the Quadra Eye Family asked her men, her voice like a sheathed blade.
“Madam, no trace of the young lady. We did our best, but…” His words trailed off like steam in cold air.
“Tch.”
Shino flicked the warrant onto the table like a dead leaf. Fire rose, then she doused it, and her face smoothed like ice.
“Anything else? Any thread besides her?”
“No. But the two who defected with the young lady—their bodies were found and brought back. Madam, how should we handle it?”
A thorny thing. By law, deserters earned death.
But they were already dust, already cold stones in a stream.
“Forget it. Bury them together. And send every hand we can spare. We search for her with everything.”
“But, Madam, our family members depart for America soon, so—”
“Do as I said.”
“…Yes.”
When they left, Shino finally sat, nerves like tight strings. She tore the warrant into snow. Paper fell like dry leaves.
She tapped her brow with the back of her hand, frowning like a sky about to storm. Thoughts circled like crows.
She did nothing else. The tea on the table cooled untouched, a pond skinning over with frost.
…
Footsteps fanned through every alley like ants. Gunshots cracked now and then, thunder without rain. No corner felt safe.
Hunted to a cliff’s edge, Yun Shi moved because fear moved her, a river forced through a gorge.
Why did she want to live so badly? She’d lost everything—family, friends, even a place to lie down. With nothing in hand, why did life cling like a vine?
Instinct, maybe. She tossed it into that basket like a stone. The body wanted; the mind only watched.
Because truly, she had no plan to keep living. Yet consciousness tugged her limbs like a puppeteer under stormlight.
Bang, bang, bang!
“Tch!”
She rolled, a fallen leaf spiraling across dirt, and bullets hissed over her hair like hornets. The pause cost her. A knife flashed down like a fang.
Training moved where thought froze. She spun, heel whipping like a scythe. Her foot kissed his neck. Crack. Bone split like dry bamboo. He hit the ground and went dark as a doused lantern.
Yun Shi panted, breath ragged like torn cloth. Terror scratched her ribs like a trapped bird. She hadn’t killed him, only snuffed his light for a while, but this path led to a cliff.
If she didn’t kill, the spared would carry her scent back to the pack. Danger would swell like floodwater.
Only the dead don’t speak. Only the river’s stones keep quiet.
But killing was a mountain. Her hands shook around knives like branches in wind.
“There!”
Another voice snapped like a whip. Footsteps rushed from her side, a wave breaking on rocks. Yun Shi had no time to weigh her heart. She snatched a fallen knife like a spark and ran the other way.
They overran her trail fast, faces warped like masks, guns barking in rough chorus.
Only her reflex saved her from becoming a sieve, the wind by her ear like knives.
They collided. They had guns, but her speed bent their aim like heat. They clustered by habit; wild shots would gut their own, so they choked the triggers and bared their hands.
“Don’t look down on us!”
They couldn’t fire, but they weren’t straw men. Training steadied them like iron rods. Yun Shi found only room to fight and retreat, a leaf tacking against current.
“Stop! Hands up, now!”
She turned and ran because there was only behind. She chased the idea of an outside like a horizon that backed away.
The maze offered no end; she circled like a moth to a lamp. She got lost and swallowed her fear like a hot stone.
She couldn’t give up. If not for herself, then for the friends who fell like chopped pine.
Thud!
Her foot slipped, and she slammed into the ground like a dropped drum. They jumped the chance. Bodies piled on her like wolves, and wrists locked with hers in a tangle.
She was thin as a reed; they were the flood. They shoved her to a wall like surf pinning driftwood.
“Let’s see where you run now.”
“Heh, a girl. Pretty face. Shame you’re so small.”
“Keep running. Make us laugh.”
No road left. To get out, she had to cut a way through the thicket.
Kill her way out.
But could a hand grow thorns in a breath?
She could only watch, a coiled spring, eyes on wolves’ teeth. Her heart hammered like a drum in a temple.
“Good. Then we won’t be polite, pretty thing.”
They edged in, hunger gleaming like oil on water. Yun Shi’s fear peaked like a wave ready to break.
No matter what, she couldn’t accept this. If it came to that here, she’d rather be a broken feather on the ground.
“Relax. I’ll make you feel heaven and hell.”
No. Not that. Anything but that.
In this life, she hadn’t been reborn to be ruined; the fire in her chest wasn’t made for ash. She lived to seek her answer, like a pilgrim chasing dawn.
So… even a thread of hope, she’d grasp like a lifeline.
Her fingers found a knife as if a fish found a current. Instinct blinked, then cut.
Shunk.
Her hand shot out. The knife in it sank into his body like a nail into rotten wood. He didn’t even shape a word; he collapsed, and her hand wore blood like paint.
“Big bro!”
“Damn you!”
Their roars crashed like surf, but Yun Shi stared at her own deed like a doe staring at flame. Reflex had moved her. She hadn’t meant to send a life away like blowing out a lamp.
Time gave no pause. More bodies closed, a hedge of thorns.
Maybe instinct ruled again. The body she’d trained for years moved like a loom. The knife in her hand found soft places like a hawk finds throat. She cut through their ring like a scythe through wheat.
Without the dam of scruple, motion flowed easier, like a river after a break. But—
“Ugh—”
When she fully returned to herself, she saw the carpet of bodies, and the blood on her hands looked like winter plum smashed on snow. Her stomach heaved, and she bent and retched, a wave emptying onto stones.
Panic followed on its heels like a shadow.
“I killed. I killed them…”
She hadn’t dared kill because something in her pulled back, a knot of nature. To learn to kill takes seasons of hard weather.
But pressure shoved her. She swung. A living flame went out under her palm.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—!”
“I didn’t want to kill. It’s not like this—!”
“No, I’m not a murderer. They tried to kill me!”
She clutched her head and howled, a fox in a trap.
Her calm shattered like ice under a boot. The inner world was a storm-tossed boat, and she was drowning.
Stay like this, and the next wave of feet would find her. They’d harvest her like ripe grain.
She knew too well what panic bought. But—
What could she do?
“Uu…”
Tears streaked like rain down glass. Yun Shi stood, legs jelly, and lifted the knife to her own throat like frost to blossom.
“He tried to kill me. He meant to defile me. It’s not my fault.”
Cold bit her skin like winter wind. The edge kissed her neck, a thin line of fire.
“I only struck back. I’m not wrong. I’m not wrong.”
The blade pressed in. A thread of blood crept out like a red worm.
“Calm down. You must be calm. To live, you must kill. Killing isn’t wrong. What’s wrong is this world.”
The knife went a breath deeper, then stopped, a storm checked at the cliff’s rim.
Yun Shi lowered it and slid down the wall like a broken stem. Pain folded her in two like a bent reed.
To be still, she had to aim death at herself. Cruel as winter, but it worked.
Just to keep breathing and not be butchered, she had to pay in pain like coin.
Living was a steep path, a cliff on both sides.
More men ran toward the smell like sharks to blood. The air grew metallic, thick as fog.
Yun Shi’s eyes went glassy, her tears flowing like a spring that wouldn’t close. She picked up the knife and stepped forward like a puppet in the rain.
Shunk. Shunk. Shunk.
Blood sprayed like crushed berries, painting the ground red. The girl waded through the crowd like a storm through reeds. One against a hundred, she cut down lives like a frost across fields.
She did it for one thing. She did it to live.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
In the pain of killing, her throat tore like silk. Only a scream could carry the weight.
Mystic Power burst out of her like a geyser bursting rock. A blood-red aura curled around her like smoke. Her eyes dyed red like twin coals.
“What is that?!”
She moved harder. Faster. People fell before they could blink, like candles in a gust.
She only killed. And killed again. She borrowed the power and butchered, a cleaver falling in steady rain.
The Quadra Eye Family’s secret art—Blood Pupil.
It bloomed in Yun Shi at last, a flower in the heat of battle. She had trained it for ages with no fruit, and war cracked the shell.
Why?
Yuuya had never told Yun Shi the key. To awaken Blood Pupil, you must touch blood.
Put simply: you learn to kill, you learn to be stained, and then the door opens.
Cruel, and yet there was no other road across this river.
Yun Shi dripped red from head to heel, a battlefield reaper sweeping a scythe. She took and took, a winter that spared no leaf.
She had lost everything. She needn’t care about herself; to live, she would plunder, like a starving wolf in snow.
Even if living meant clinging like moss, she’d live. Because she had to carry the dead with her steps.
She looked at that moonless night, a roof of ink, and walked one step, then another. She kept seeking her road like a swimmer seeking shore.