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Chapter 105: You Won’t Die If You Don’t Court Death
update icon Updated at 2026/3/24 3:30:02

The sun hung like a bright coin in a blue bowl, and a soft ribbon of light fell on the tiles. The corridor breathed like a tide pool, people ebbing and flowing. Car horns pecked at nerves like restless sparrows.

Maya Hanazaka leaned against the back wall, her watch ticking like a tiny cricket. The shade spread like a paper fan, and summer’s proud heat stopped at the edge like a sulky cat.

Waiting was dull, like lukewarm tea. But for a girl in love, time turned sweet as honey, a secret bell only the smitten could hear.

“Hey.” The voice dropped like a pebble into still water, rippling her mood.

Maya looked over with crescent-moon eyes. Yun Shi walked up in a pale-green T-shirt and a baseball cap, a breeze-touched look with a tomboy edge. The outfit was her lone green leaf in a sparse wardrobe, the only piece fit to see daylight.

“Been waiting long?” Her words drifted lazy as smoke.

“No, I just got here.” Maya’s smile curled like a rising kite. She didn’t admit she’d come early, because with someone you like, even standing in shade feels like fireworks. She even thought Yun Shi dressed up for her, and joy bloomed like a peony.

Yun Shi didn’t overthink it. She just didn’t want a student uniform dragging the mood down like wet canvas, so she chose something gentler, like moss on stone.

“Where to?” Her question was a tossed stone, light and quick.

“Follow me and you’ll know.” Maya’s smile was a covered lantern, glow held back on purpose.

Yun Shi couldn’t read her weather. Why invite her out on a clear day? The thought skittered like a lizard across warm bricks.

If it were a regular friend, fine. But Maya Hanazaka was openly into girls, a rose with thorns. Going out with her could be risky, like stepping onto slick river stones. Yun Shi wasn’t scared, though. She believed she could protect herself, or she’d have been swallowed long ago, like that club president who whisked a girl off to a hotel room.

Most important, Maya had lines she didn’t cross. Even if she liked girls, she wouldn’t drag someone into a room just to press the point. She moved with measure, like someone pouring tea without spills, so Yun Shi wasn’t worried.

Also, a friend asked. Yun Shi wasn’t the sort to snap the bamboo when a hand offered it.

She’d just gotten back, while Mizuki lingered in Britain like mist over the Thames. With Sham there, things should hold steady like a tied mast.

Yun Shi trusted Sham like a well-set stone. Mizuki being abroad was fine, but she worried the fool might stir trouble like a stick in a hornet’s nest.

The Underworld had been restless, a drumbeat at night. It was best to walk careful, step by step like crossing a rope bridge. Yun Shi’s mind mapped the next move like ink on rice paper.

“Yun Shi, you’re spacing out?” Maya’s words flicked like a fan.

“Ah… oh, no.” Yun Shi’s voice came back like a caught kite.

“Honestly, you’re getting like Mizuki, staring into clouds.” Maya puffed with mock annoyance, her tone a pout.

Yun Shi had been changing, a slow turn like leaves in autumn. For example, with Maya’s last mess, the old Yun Shi wouldn’t have dipped a hand into that stream. Yet she jumped in like a stubborn carp, unasked, and helped Maya fish up a lost friendship.

What nudged her heart? Why turn this corner? The question sat like a stone in her sleeve.

“We’re here.” Maya’s call tugged her back like a bell against fog.

“Uh…” Yun Shi read the sign and froze like a deer under lantern light.

It was a women’s boutique, petals and lace at the door.

“Why here!” Her voice scraped like a sparrow startled from a branch.

“What’s wrong? This shop’s pretty good.” Maya’s tone was a breeze through reeds.

“That’s… not the point…” Yun Shi’s words wilted like grass under sun.

“Alright, let’s go in.” Maya fluttered forward like a butterfly.

“Wait!” Yun Shi’s protest snapped like a thin twig.

She had a thorn in her heart about places like this. As a child she’d worn girls’ clothes, little lilac things like spring buds. But growing up was a different season. Children’s clothes were apples; adult pieces were wine. You couldn’t compare them by the same moon.

Back then, she wore kids’ outfits. Now, she had few clothes for a young woman, because she resisted, like a pine holding snow.

Today, resistance met a river current.

“Look, this one’s nice.” Maya’s finger traced a fabric like water over stone.

“Mm? Mm…” Yun Shi’s reply was a small cloud, drifting nowhere.

“How about this? Super cute.” Maya’s tone twirled like a ribbon.

“Mm…” Yun Shi’s words faded like twilight.

“Hey, don’t you brush me off.” Maya’s eyebrows lifted like two swallow tails.

You couldn’t blame Yun Shi. She didn’t want to face it, like a cat avoiding a bath.

She refused to admit these pieces shone like frost on silk. If she wore them, she feared she’d lose her borrowed armor, the last reed of a ‘boyish’ excuse.

That couldn’t stand like a wall.

“Hey, Yun Shi, I picked one for you.” Maya’s smile was a secret, folded like lotus leaves.

“Eh…” Yun Shi’s doubt was a fly trapped in amber.

“Come on, try it.” Maya’s tone nudged like a fingertip on a bell.

She had chosen a proper outfit for a girl their age, a short-sleeve knit cardigan and a skirt, neat as a school garden in spring.

Worn right, Yun Shi would look like a flower at first bloom.

“I don’t want to!” Her refusal flared like a match.

She couldn’t. Even if it was pretty, her pride bristled like a hedgehog.

But… it was really cute, like a dawn robin.

Yun Shi’s heart wrestled like two cats in a basket.

“Look at you. Not a trace of girl’s grace. How can you skip dressing up?” Maya’s gaze swept like rain across the ridge.

Right now, Yun Shi was pure tomboy, a road dust look, no spring petals on her branch. Without a little polish, she didn’t look like a girl in her season.

It spoiled the view like smoke in a lotus pond.

No girl’s shape, no festival flare.

“But…” Yun Shi turned her face like a shy sunflower, trying not to look. Her wavering showed through like a candle in thin paper.

Let’s be real. Young women want to look bright, like lanterns on a bridge. Women love beauty; it’s a river that runs steady.

“If you won’t change, I’ll go hard.” Maya’s smile sharpened like a fox’s grin.

She saw no firm refusal, so mischief sparked like flint. She stepped in, slow as a cat toward a soft lamb.

“W-what are you— I… don’t. Stop… I’ll change myself!” Yun Shi’s surrender fell like dropped chopsticks, clattering.

She couldn’t win this tug-of-war. She raised her hands like a white flag.

Maya flashed a victor’s look, sunlight on steel, and pressed the outfit into her arms. The fitting room curtain swallowed Yun Shi like a wave.

What bad luck, she muttered, face long as winter.

When the curtain slid back, Yun Shi stepped out with a new silhouette like a fresh brushstroke.

The cardigan hugged her lines like a gentle river, and a woman’s warmth rose like steam. Her thighs showed under the skirt like pale bamboo, making eyes linger like moths at a lamp. The way she pressed her hem, shy as a quail, sparked a protective ache like a shield lifting.

She didn’t match her usual boyish disguise at all, oil and water in one bowl. Even Maya, a fellow girl, stopped and stared like a robin at snow.

So pretty, whispered the mirror in Maya’s eyes.

“I-it’s not weird, right?” Yun Shi’s worry trembled like a leaf in wind, an arrow straight to Maya’s heart.

“It’s perfect. So cute. Yun Shi, you’re really beautiful.” Maya’s praise poured like warm tea.

“R-really?” Yun Shi’s voice softened like fog, her tone light as feather down. The new clothes lent her a woman’s season at last.

She had taken off her usual chest binder, letting natural lines show like spring under ice. She knew her own habits, the rhythms of wash and change like tides against shore.

She’d lived as a girl for years. Habit sinks in like dye.

“By the way, you’re wearing a skirt now.” Maya’s eyes gleamed like wet ink, plotting like a cat before a leap. Yun Shi stepped back on instinct, feet tapping like a sparrow’s.

“W-what are you planning?” Her voice came in her true register, like a bell without a muffler, which only fed Maya’s excitement like wind to fire.

“Take this!” Maya’s move flashed like a kingfisher’s strike.

In a breath, a chill slid under Yun Shi’s skirt like a sudden draft, and something felt missing, a petal plucked from the bloom.

“Heh.” Maya held up a strip of fabric like a captured ribbon, smug as a cat with a fish.

Yun Shi’s mind went blank, white as snow.

Something snapped like a thread.

Worse, control slid away like wet stone.

How did she do that? Was that a trick or a storm? It felt unreal, like a ghost tugging a sleeve.

“Y-you…” Yun Shi blushed red as maple, pressing her hem with one hand and pointing with the other, eyes wide like lanterns.

“Oh? Pink? How cute.” Maya’s tone chimed like teasing bells.

“G-give it back!” Her plea fluttered like a trapped moth.

Right now, there was nothing under the skirt, and a breeze could betray her like a lifted veil.

“Oh? Give it back? Give back what?” Maya’s voice rose like a drum, sharp enough to turn heads like wind through grass. Eyes drifted over, curious as fish.

Yun Shi’s face went gray as ash. Her body locked up like a startled hare.

If people found out she had nothing on beneath— it wasn’t just embarrassment. It was a mudslide, reputation washed like ink in rain.

Girls fear exposure like a cracked mirror. No slip-ups allowed.

“M-my shorts… give them back…” She lowered her head like a wilted lotus, voice thin as a mosquito, pleading.

Maya’s thrill crested like a wave. The glee was her private sugar.

“Ah? I don’t want to. If you want them, take them off me.” Maya posed like a queen on a dais, her tone a lilting sneer.

Yun Shi stood stunned, mind a silent field.

Maya felt satisfied, already thinking of where to stop the game, her hand hovering like a crane over water.

“Mm…” Yun Shi pressed her hem and broke, tears falling like dew, eyes shimmering like rain on tiles.

A normal girl treated like this would cry; it’s human as storm after heat. Coming from a girl who liked girls, it cut deeper, shame and unease twined like vines.

Maya drew the worst lot, a downturned omen.

“Wait, wait— I’ll give it back. Don’t cry! I’m wrong, I’m not joking anymore. Yun Shi, please don’t cry!” Panic flapped in her voice like a bird trapped in a room.

Serves her right, truly. Why poke the tiger? Why play with fire in a silk pavilion?

It’s a sure way to burn goodwill like paper in a brazier.

There’s a saying: don’t tease fate and it won’t bite; Maya Hanazaka proved it by flirting with the flame.

After they returned that thing, Yun Shi simmered like a lidded pot.

Maya tried to chat, but Yun Shi stayed cold as ice on stone.

It left Maya almost breaking, her heart crumpling like damp paper.

If I’d known, I wouldn’t have poked the wasp nest!

“Hey, Yun Shi, please forgive me, I really messed up,” she pleaded, a wet puppy in the rain.

Maya’s pity looked like paper blossoms; to Yun Shi’s proud mind, apologies were dust on the wind.

“Mm. Oh...” Her eyes were already drifting like a kite.

They were drawn to the neon haven—an anime specialty store glowing like a pocket moon.

As a dyed-in-the-wool otaku, Yun Shi watched the industry like spring buds and loved its merch like seashells in a pail.

After much pleading, Maya cracked her wallet like ice and bought an artbook for Yun Shi.

Only then did Yun Shi let words thaw and flow like a small stream.

Anime goods aren’t cheap, like stars too bright to grasp; Yun Shi chose not to make it harder.

Besides, a gift from a friend warms you like tea in winter.

She held the artbook, an official new release, and satisfaction spread like autumn sunlight.

After picking up a few more things, Yun Shi saw the sky ink over, and they headed back together.

“So happy—like sunshine on my face.”

“Mm,” came the reply, soft as a pebble in water.

“Yun Shi, you’re not unhappy, right?” Her voice fluttered like a small bird.

“No, I’m happy, really; it’s rare to go out with a friend, like a brief spring shower—pretty nice.”

“You... you’re actually admitting I’m your friend!”

Maya blurted it out, surprise ringing like a bell in a quiet temple.

“Nonsense—you misheard!” Yun Shi snapped back like a cat.

“But—” The word hung like mist.

“Urusai! You heard nothing and saw nothing; let it lie like fallen leaves, or I won’t talk to you! That’s it for today, I’m heading home!”

Her face flushed cherry-blossom pink as she fled like a startled deer, and Maya stood stunned.

As the silhouette thinned into the clearing sunset, Maya’s smile opened like a flower.

Today’s haul felt heavy as a basket of peaches, and she’d glimpsed a rare, frank side of someone.

And so the weekend folded like a paper fan; Mizuki still lingered in England.