Chapter 91: The Past (Part 2)
As she thought this, the girl looked around with empty eyes.
Soon, her gaze stopped at something on the bedside table to her right, a board with patient information written on it. It had her name, the name someone else gave her.
"Mika Kanzaki," her name was written clearly on it. Although she attempted to pronounce it in her mind, she couldn't. Instead, she heard the same wheezing sound as before.
So the girl silently repeated it in her mind.
Mika Kanzaki, huh?
It seems like that's the only name I have left.
But...
Soon even this name will be lost, but it doesn't matter anymore. This way, I will be able to see that person again.
With this thought in mind, the girl's empty eyes began to wander again.
Naturally, her gaze fell upon something, and upon seeing it, the girl instinctively reached out and grabbed the fruit knife on the nearby table, without any hesitation.
It's really strange, even now, I am so calm. It surprises me as well.
But that's okay. As long as I can maintain this, I have to do it now. Otherwise, I'm afraid I will hesitate, and I'm afraid I won't be able to go through with it later.
However, luck seems to be on my side. My heart is still calm, unnervingly calm.
So the girl continued her previous action instinctively. She tightly grasped the fruit knife with her right hand and looked at her left wrist.
Just a slight cut is enough. If it's something that simple, even someone as worthless as me can do it now.
With this thought, the girl injected a little strength into her right hand that held the knife, and the fruit knife quickly pressed against her left wrist. All she had to do next was lightly slide it, and it would be over. So the girl moved the fruit knife in a certain direction.
Just then, a flash of white light suddenly appeared in the corner of her vision. After that, the girl lost consciousness again. While in a coma, unfamiliar yet familiar scenes seemed to flow through her mind. But the girl could no longer remember them.
Then, after an unknown amount of time, when she woke up again, the girl discovered that her voice had inexplicably returned.
And soon, the girl realized that her voice was different from before. Yes, from that moment on, the girl gained the ability to control humans, the absolute ability to control speech.
Subsequently, the girl used this power to erase her past, and quickly became involved in a certain plan. It was like being reborn, the girl used to be so naive to believe, but...
In the end, of course, the world is false. Reality forced the girl to realize this.
Everyone lies, deceiving each other for their own despicable purposes, and then finding excuses to comfort themselves. The girl could clearly know this with her power.
Therefore, there is no need to trust anyone anymore.
Because everyone lies. These people approach others with various hidden motives, saying nice things, but inevitably they are all people who want to deceive others. The girl has seen enough of this.
Repeated deception has made the girl completely despair of this world.
While her ability brought convenience to the girl, it also made her realize this.
Humans themselves are false beings, no, even this world is false.