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NO.66 Confessions
update icon Updated at 2025/2/24 16:10:12

Head, it hurts like hell.

Surely ...... is not dead yet?

Although Luo Xiaoming was also present, but as long as Xiaoming rescue is not timely enough, he will still die.

(Is it that the author doesn't want me to die? Why not write me to death?)

Xu Fang mentally sighed, I'm afraid he is the first protagonist who wants the author to write himself to death.

Under his body was cold and hard, Xu Fang guessed that he should be lying on the ground at this moment. As for the rest of his body, he had already lost consciousness. Only his head, still painful, because of this, his consciousness is more and more awake.

His eyelids were too heavy and hard to breathe, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so sooner or later he would die.

Xu Fang felt that his life was rapidly passing away. Although he was happy that he was about to die, he knew that he would have to endure the pain of near death again.

There seemed to be some voice in his ear ...... Forget it, it doesn't matter.

Just as consciousness was about to fall into darkness, a warm touch covered the corner of Xu Fang's mouth. Then, air flowed down his throat and filled his lungs.

Xu Fang coughed up, his chest cavity was on fire. He couldn't help but spit out a big mouthful of water, and immediately after that, his consciousness revived again.

Xu Fang found that his eyelids could move, so he opened his eyes.

What he saw was a young girl, soaked to the skin, riding on top of him, her hair still dripping with water.

She looked at him in surprise, and their eyes made contact.

"You're awake!" Luo Xiaoming hugged Xu Fang, "I thought you'd never wake up again!"

(Why are you doing this ......)

"By the way, hurry up and go to the hospital! It's not completely out of danger yet!"

Luo Xiaoming hurriedly got up, took out her cell phone, and tried to call 120, but found that the phone was automatically turned off when it was in the water. She stomped her foot in chagrin and squatted down to hold up Xu Fang, intending to take him directly to the hospital.

"Go home." Xu Fang made a hoarse sound.

"But you just ......"

"It's okay, just take a little rest."

Luo Xiaoming helped Xu Fang to walk towards the Blue Sky apartment. Xu Fang recovered quite quickly and could already walk by himself halfway.

Luo Xiaoming glanced at Xu Fang from time to time and had a lot of questions in his heart, not knowing where to start.

"You must want to know why I killed myself, right?" Xu Fang said, "I'll tell you what I can when I get back ...... as long as you want to know."

Xiaoming nodded silently, while preparing himself mentally. No matter what Xu Fang said, she had to try not to surprise herself. However, thinking about what just happened, Xiaoming welled up with dissatisfaction.

"Xu Fang, let me warn you first, don't think that you can't die because you encountered a lot of things." Luo Xiaoming raised his face, pointed at Xu Fang's nose, and said in a lecturing tone: "No more thinking about suicide, if you don't know how to live and die like this again, I don't care about you!"

Hearing Xiaoming's accusation, Xu Fang's heart felt warm.

Initially, when he learned that he was only a "created object" and confirmed, he only wanted to kill himself, he did not want to be teased by that bad author to die. Now, facing the young girl in front of him, Xu Fang has changed his mind. When he was with Xiaoming, he felt a trace of happiness.

Although his feelings, his thoughts, his emotions ...... everything may be deliberately arranged by that person, but so what? Even if in the end he still couldn't escape the fate of death, at least he had felt the happiness of being with her, and that was enough.

"I understand." Xu Fang said with a smile.

"Understand what I mean? That's good."

"Ming, do you still hate me for something like me turning you into a girl?"

Xiaoming froze and his expression became complicated, "Why talking that.. For the sake that you are also so miserable, I'll be magnanimous and forgive you."

"Really?"

"Really."

"Really?"

"Really! How many times do you have to ask!"

"...... Thank you, Xiaoming."

While talking, has come to the busy street, close to the blue sky apartment, around the car and people are gradually more, the two fallen appearance of the two people attracted a lot of people's attention.

Afraid to attract more attention, they speed up the pace, back to the apartment.

The first thing they did was to throw away their clothes that were stuck with water and mud, and then take a shower. Of course, washed separately.

When finished washing and changing into clean clothes, Ming ordered two more take-aways.

"Okay, now it's time to tell me what happened, right?" At the dining table, Xiaoming and Xu Fang sat opposite each other.

Xu Fang nodded and said, "Let's say in advance that there are things I can say to you and things I can't tell you, so don't blame me for hiding something from you after listening."

Xiaoming's eyebrows knitted slightly, dissatisfied said: "not agreed to tell me everything! Why are you backtracking now?"

"Hey, when did I say everything? Don't misinterpret my meaning, okay? There are contents that I really can't say, and if I do you might ...... die." Xu Fang was silent for a moment and his expression became grave, "I don't want to harm you."

Xiaoming blushed a little, she had clearly understood the seriousness of the matter.

"Well ...... state secrets?" Xiaoming asked tentatively.

"It seems that your brain is still turning quite fast."

Xiaoming held his head up proudly, "That's for sure ......"

"Unfortunately, it's not oh." Xu Fang interrupted Xiaoming with a smile.

"You ......"

understand that he was fooled, Xiaoming glared at Xu Fang, "Then what exactly is it?"

"That's something that only I can see myself, with great powers, and the ability to grant other people's wishes, only at an unknown cost, well, that's all ...... look at me for, I can't go any further."

"That's the one you used to turn me into a girl?"

Xu Fang nodded.

"Just change me back again won't you?"

"This ...... has some complicated accident, you can't change back."

"How could this happen!" Xiaoming scratched his head, "I really can't change back?"

"Probably... yes, maybe there is another way." Sensing Xiaoming's sad expression, Xu Fang didn't say anything too dead.

"Ok, forget it and tell me why you want to suicide "

Finally faced with the heaviest topic, Xu Fang looked dark.

"The reason? ...... I myself am not a real person. My memories, my thoughts, my experiences ...... are all false. Everything is from the pen of a strange author ...... and I myself am caught up in bizarre events, just like the last demon game ...... Oh, I forgot you don't have memories of that time. In short, I will probably never return to my original life, a desperate ...... Hey, don't look at me with such eyes, I have no mental problems!"

Hearing Xu Fang's words, Xiaoming couldn't believe it. But her intuition told her that what Xu Fang said was the truth.

"If what you say is true ...... how do you fit into this world again?"

"That's the strangest part." Xu Fang shook his head, "It seems like the surroundings are following a setting that fits my existence and automatically ignore the tiny loopholes ......"

The world itself is probably abnormal.

"I'll go on to say ......"

Next, Xu Fang told Luo Xiaoming everything that had happened to him recently, including that incident with the demon game. Every word Xu Fang was careful about the wording, afraid to accidentally say "Horror Novel Web".

The last time he told Xiao Zhe of the secret organization, Xiao Zhe died on the spot, although Xiao Zhe's death was not directly related to Horror Novel Web, but it still caused a strong psychological shadow to Xu Fang.

"...... that means there are only twenty hours or so until the "Worm Mail"?!" Xiaoming looked at the "tumors" on Xu Fang's arm with astonishment, and his scalp tingled.

After the tumor broke, the worms would come out.

Although Xu Fang described this strange event in a relaxed tone, Xiaoming still felt the danger of it.

She understood why Xu Fang wanted to commit suicide, just this one thing could drive a normal person crazy! It was not easy for Xu Fang to sit calmly and talk to her about this now.

"It's okay, you'll get through it! I'll help you!" Xiaoming looked at Xu Fang and said firmly.

"Haha, I'm happy to have this heart!" Xu Fang did not look nervous at all, or he was already numb to the fear.

Xu Fang's words in her ears, Xiaoming's heart stung a little, she inexplicably had a sense of guilt, if she did not insist on saving him, the current Xu Fang has been relieved, right? She thought she had saved Xu Fang, but in reality she had prolonged his suffering ......

Compared to the torture he endured, her own transformation was a trivial matter.

"It's okay ......" seems to see through Xiaoming's thoughts, Xu Fang's voice rings out, "My motivation to live now comes entirely from you ah, I seem to like you! "

Xiaoming froze and blinked, his body became stiff.

Eh eh eh eh?! Thought he was going to say something, this, this, this is completely love words!

Her face suddenly turned red, shyness, embarrassment and other emotions came to the forefront, Xiaoming sat at the table at a loss for words, her eyes did not know where to look. She herself did not understand why she had such a reaction, did she also super care about the other party's thoughts?

"Ahem!" Xu Fang coughed dryly, realizing that he had suddenly said something surprise, he was busy changing the topic and said, "Although there should be no possibility of contagion, it's better for me to stay away from you until the tumor ruptures, don't you think?"

"Oh oh."

Luo Xiaoming came back to his senses and his mind returned to the right track, "Okay then, but keep in touch at all times, and let me know if you need any help!"