Chapter 23
"But, someone like Lord Emile..." Eileen took a deep breath and looked at me, saying, "Why does she see you in a different light?"
No, no, even if you suddenly bring up something like Emile telling you to go die in a volcano or something, it seems a bit... melancholic or a bit extreme, I have no idea what you're trying to express.
Isn't it because Emile is a lsp, and my appearance is very appealing to her xp... or something like that?
Of course, it's also possible that it's because I am gentle and kind, like a Yassasi, but I don't know the specific reason. Even if you drag me into such a different space and ask me so openly, I have nothing to tell you. Since I came to this world and met Emile, I have always been the one given and taken from, even I am not clear about why Emile treats me like this.
Yeah, why does Emile see me so differently?
Even though I am not very sensitive to interpersonal relationships, I can sense Emile's attitude towards people.
To say it is cold is not quite accurate; she treats ordinary people with a condescending disdain.
So when faced with Eileen's questioning, I can only reply with three words - "I don't know."
"..."
Eileen's face showed a hint of anger.
"To be honest, I don't know either. As you said, Emile's attitude towards me is indeed very different, but I don't know the reason behind it."
Perhaps moved by the sincerity of my words, Eileen's expression gradually changed from anger to confusion.
"I have always been a solitary person since I was young, even my parents basically ignored me, so I also don't know what Emile likes about me."
"..."
"To say it's because of my appearance being so good to me is a bit far-fetched. As for personality, I don't know if we are compatible enough. From my perspective, maybe someone like her, who is silly, is a perfect match for a cold-hearted senior sister role."
"..."
"Not to mention, I have no experience in dealing with others, both same-sex and opposite-sex. I even wondered if I have met fewer than ten people in my entire life."
"..."
"Rationally speaking, isn't it a bit abnormal to make such a move towards someone you just met? At least develop some feelings, explain some worldviews... I almost thought that everyone in this parallel world is a bunch of perverts who do that when they first meet. By the way, it's also my first time playing such a role, at least let me prepare mentally..."
"Are you saying that these feelings were forced onto you by Emile, and you don't actually expect her to be like this?"
With my words, Eileen's mood has already calmed down, and she is able to have a calm conversation with me.
But I, on the other hand, am becoming more and more excited.
"No, although it feels strange that she would like me, I am truly grateful to her."
"What do you mean?"
"For someone like me, even if someone is willing to talk to me, I would be grateful. Not to mention someone like Emile."
"...So?"
"So I..."
So what should I do?
Up until now, I have never really sorted out my feelings about Emile, after all, she has always been by my side, and suddenly asking for a judgment feels strange.
But since it has come to this...
I mentally prepared myself a little and uttered slowly - "I will fall in love with her, and it is absolutely not strange."
"..."
She remained silent for a long time.
"Eileen, I can sense that you have a feeling towards Emile that you can't explain. But Emile has said to me..."
- Emile said, 'Molly Ann sweetheart belongs to me!'
She sees me as her possession, wanting to monopolize everything about me.
Although I have always made various excuses, in my heart, I may have slowly accepted this identity.
So even though I have always been passive, even though I have always been indecisive, always a bit weak.Facing Eileen Estrella who wanted to take away Emile by my side. One thing is for sure: "Emile belongs to me!" In my heart, just like Emile, I also want to possess everything about Emile. She is mine. The power that has been accumulated in secret for a long time erupts - this is my original light magic, made for Emile, expressing my feelings. Flower Dance. These are the trembling flowers hiding in the corners, stirred by being discovered, coveted, and possessed. It is a reciprocation of love and an equal affection for the person who wants to confide...————————————————————————————————————————————
"Pokemon... GGGGGet☆daze!"
"Wow..."
I stumbled from a person behind me and helplessly leaned against their head.
"The biggest damage I've suffered this half-day is bumping into you."
Soul Link, this is a connection that goes beyond time and space. As long as Eileen's heart has the world's corresponding coordinates, this link cannot be severed. From the beginning, my link with Emile has never been broken. I believe that as long as Emile arrives on stage, she will surely find a way to save me. Just a moment ago, I received a message from Emile. Although it might be a bit unfair to Eileen, I never felt threatened from beginning to end. Besides, Eileen didn't have any intentions of harming me either. While appreciating the convenience of Soul Link, I straightened my arm and pressed Emile's head. "Alright, stop bumping into me, how do we get out of here?" "Hmm... walk out?" "...Huh?" "Do we have to run?" "...Be serious." "...Are you suggesting we carry each other out?" "Stop saying things I can't comprehend with that bashful face. How do we return to our original world?" "Sigh, I guess we have to hold hands and walk out." Emile grumbled and took my hand, as if it was the same as waking up in the morning and walking from the bedroom to the bathroom to brush teeth. She led me out of Eileen's world. ———————————————————————————————————— What happened? Eileen Estrella lay flat in a gloomy world. Emile came to her own world and took Molly Ann away. Well, since it's Emile, it's only natural that she can come in. What puzzled her was why she was lying on the ground like a loser. After Emile came in, she didn't even spare a glance at her? No, even before that, she realized her defeat. Was it because of the meaningless words Molly Ann said? No, even earlier. When she met Molly Ann for the first time, she already sensed it. When she and Emile fell from the sky and accidentally bumped into Damia, she already lost. What was she saying about not knowing why she did it? What was she saying about liking me and feeling strange? What was she saying about being better with a cold senior sister? In my opinion, you guys... Eileen thought of Emile and Molly Ann's expressions at that time. Then, with a strange satisfaction, she sighed — but it really is a perfect match.